Thinkfirst then write

For some time now I have been seeing 1′s in repetition on clocks, signs, all sorts of places. It’s random times and places, but seeing the 1′s are not random. They are messages to me from outside the matrix. So to better understand and work with those on the outside giving me messages, I want to clarify what the numbers are.

1 – New Beginnings. So a repetition of the number is just a magnifying of the new beginning theme. And Unity. Pioneer, courage

2- opposition. yin/yang. having a choice, dividing, partnership

3- Representing the godhead. Father son and Holy Ghost. Sanctioned by the Godhead. Or 3 witnesses or 3 legged stool or a presidency with 2 counselors.

4- Earthy and creation. 4 cardinal directions, 4 seasons

5- Enough to be successful. Like the 5 loaves and fishes. It was sufficient. My grace is sufficient. What God provides for this moment is enough.

6- Temporal/sinful. The temporal body. Man created on the 6th day. temporary and imperfect.

7- Perfect and complete. Wholeness

8- A new birth and beginning. With increased wisdom because it happens after the perfection. Resurrection or baptism. abundance

9- Heavenly or divine judgment. completion.

10 – Divine and heavenly order. The computer speaks in 1′s and 0′s. So the divine is over all and in control even in the midst of the matrix – or virtual reality.

Bliss is a piece of clear, pure, sparkly perfectly clean window glass. Its as if there is no window. No smear, no nothing. Perfect view into the room or outside. The game of this mortal life is to put on all sorts of layers, blotches, smears, mud, paint, curtains, and shutters to cover up the bliss.

Bliss is not something to be learned, sought, worked for and not dependent upon events. It is just there to be enjoyed at all times. Bliss is perfection in the moment. It is neutral, not happy – neutral and bliss. Peaceful and calm.

We are choosing to put on the layers before we come to earth, as a learning tool. When we are ready to remove some of these layers the way will be provided that is best for each person to clean up. So for me, living in joy means that trapped emotions are removed and the glass is uncovered and the emotional body is neutral, just neutral and calm. Bliss is peace and calm.

Clean, clear emotional body means that then I am not involved in any fearful, defensive behaviors. I can hear the spirit cleanly and behave in a way that is inspired, not defensive. I can follow the guides with confidence that what I am saying and doing is free and clear and in bliss. I am seeing God-good, and others can see God-good in me because I am sparkling clean, clear and perfect.

Removing the layers of dirt and trapped emotions is the perfecting process.

My blocks to receiving more money.

I easily earn $6000 in 2010.
I easily receive $10,000 in 2010.

It takes too much time to earn a sizeable income
I don’t like to organize and do the accounting and taxes that comes with lots of money.
A more sizeable income will change the balance of power in my marriage
I want a good income and still have free time to follow my hobbies and passions.

This weekend I celebrated with many others the consciousness convergence. A “welcome” to the next frequency level that is coming in the fall. I had a nice experience with that yesterday. I hold and experience many judgmental thoughts and feelings with others who look better, perform better, etc than me. Like in order for me to feel good about myself, I have to disparage them in some way. I have to find some way that I am superior. In my head I know this isn’t true and I don’t want to feel this way.

Then this revelation just popped into my head – if we are all a piece of the same God, then her flexibility and abilities and beauty is mine too. If I generated the feelings of the same accomplishment as if I had any and all of the things I want, isn’t that the same as actually having them? If I feel fulfillment in every way – physical, mental, emotional, monetary, fame, musical, social and allow those feelings to really nourish me in every way, isn’t that exactly the same as owning the item? And some of these accomplishments don’t even have something to own.

Just generating the feeling is enough. Its always been enough. Longing has been removed! More later. Maybe

ER. Emotional Recovery Yoga Therapy.

Emotional Recovery: using the emotion code, energy test for trapped emotions in any area the client feels pain or has strong feelings about. Clear the emotions.

Yoga therapy: use body movement, breathing with intention to mirror the new emotional body on the outside.

Working with individual clients. the yoga could be walking or drawing or handwriting.

A presentation I am preparing for a meeting:

How many of you ever say to yourself – My husband/daughter/boss is not listening to me? I feel like I’m talking to “the hand.” When I open my mouth, my son’s eyes glaze over. Does this resonate with you?

There are several reasons why you might feel this way. One is that you are speaking in a situation where it is none of your business. Second is that the other person heard you just fine and he is choosing another way, but you don’t want to accept that so you keep yammering…..
And the most important reason is that you are not listening to yourself. How can you expect others to listen to you, if you do not listen to yourself? That’s not fair to expect others to do something you yourself are not willing to do.

The good and hopeful news is that all of these reasons are within your power to change You have the power to change the feeling that others are not listening. Isn’t that great!

I am not going to spend any time on reasons 1 and 2. I will discuss more about the problem of not listening to yourself.

Mortal life is a magical place and it is designed to mirror back to you the exact issue where you need to be more awake and to repent. If you feel frustrated and ignored or like others are not listening to, it means you are not listening to yourself.

In my experience listening to yourself is exactly the same thing as listening to God. We all have the goal to listen to God, but somewhere we might have learned that it is selfish to listen to yourself. But that is not true They are one and the same. Let me explain why.

We sing and talk about how we are a child of God and that God created us. In fact, there is not any piece of us physically or spiritually that is not a part of God. We are a part, a piece, an expression of God. So when we listen to, respect and honor our true self, it is exactly the same as listening to, respecting and honoring God.

If you pause and notice how that statement makes you feel, you will know it is true because it makes you feel hopeful and peaceful and connected to God.

There is only one person that we are fully able to know – inside and out and that is ourself. The most important human person we can have and intimate, close, honest relationship with is ourself because when we know ourself, then we know a part of God. The journey of learning and knowing yourself is of great importance. A good way to learn about ourselves or God is to listen. This is one of the definitions of meditation or pondering, just listen, be aware, wake up.

How do I listen to myself? Here are 3 suggestions. Listen to your thoughts. Listen to your words and listen to your body symptoms.

When you begin a practice of listening to yourself you will discover behaviors that are not pleasing and that don’t fit with your desires anymore. You will easily change behavior because your understanding has deepened from listening. Then you will discover, because you are listening to yourself, listening to God, that others are listening to you and the whole communication process is enhanced.

When we have an idea, feeling, inspiration or thought, one of the avenues to bring that forth into the physical world is through the left brained verbal communication with either the voice or writing. Balanced communication then is saying the right thing, using the right voice, at the right time, with the right amount of intensity. Anything other than this is out of balance one way or another.

How can we know our communication is in balance? I know of 2 specific ways, and I’m sure there are more. The 2 ways I can tell is in our handwriting and the message of physical symptoms in the body. First let’s look at the physical body.

The energy center for communication is in the neck and throat area. So if you have chronic pain or illness that settles in the neck vertebrae, the throat, jaw, mouth, teeth and thyroid gland in the neck, then this could be your own physical body giving you the message than your verbal communication is out of balance. I’m not a doctor, and don’t diagnose or treat illness but the body may be sending you a message.
Maybe you talk too much and listen too little, or you don’t speak your mind because you don’t think its nice. Are you the advocate and voice for other people, taking on their responsibility, or is your communication filled with untruths and broken promises? All of these descriptions will eventually bring about physical symptoms because they are out of balance. Our bodies, minds and spirits always seek integrity, wholeness and balance.

Yes, illness and pain can have other causes, but the body is designed as a metaphor and a template for the emotional and spiritual world. There is a message in our pain, illness and accidents. Let’s examine them rather than avoid the message. Begin asking yourself questions about your behavior in verbal communication.

Imbalance in our verbal communication can also be seen in our handwriting.

Examine your small o’s and a’s. These are the communication letters. View these letters as an open mouth. What do you see? Are there lines, loops, stabs, jabs or other things cluttering up your mouth? Or on the other hand is your mouth continually open with gossip, and secrets or personal information spilling out? Both descriptions, clutter in the o’s and a’s and an open letter could mean an emotional imbalance manifesting in our writing.

A small loop on the right side of the o is just fine. Sometimes there are personal secrets or business secrets that need to be kept private, and that loop helps us to keep our lips sealed and to be discreet.

How does that work? How do we get emotional imbalances that then show up in our bodies, and writing? Here is an example that can be applied to any situation. Its usually in our childhood – but not always, there is an event where we were criticized, threatened or traumatized when we spoke up about something. That strong negative emotion got trapped in our physical body – sometimes in this throat/neck area. We may have mentally forgotten the incident, but the emotion is still trapped in the body, so as an adult, we might find ourselves feeling attacked or hurt when we speak up.

The emotions still resonate with us because the emotion is there in the physical body. So in order to feel safe and secure we behave and speak in a way that is out of balance – too much, too little, inappropriately, or deceitfully. We are doing the best we can. We want to feel safe in the world. We are doing our best – but it is still out of balance and somewhere in our lives, we are reaping the harvest of imbalance.

The solution is in reversing the process. Identify the symptom – the cluttered o or the neck pain. Bring into the conscious mind the trapped emotion that is still stuck in the body from a long ago event. Release the emotion with energy medicine, then if needed change the poor verbal behavior or the offending handwriting. This reversing or restoration process is accomplished because and thru God’s energy and power. It is repentance. Simple repentance. And you feel and behave better in an easy and relaxed manner.

Let me ask you a question to begin.
Let’s say you rode your bike to the grocery store on a lovely summer day. You have to get a few items and then you notice a gallon of chocolate ice cream is on a big sale and you want to get two of them. You have a choice to pack the items and since your bike doesn’t have a basket, all this will be balanced on your handlebars. Would you prefer to put everything in one strong double bag for one handlebar, or two bags, one for each side?

Why? Which one is more energy efficient? What happens to your balance with just one handlebar with the items? You have to compensate. It might slow you down. It burns up more energy and might even make you crash. It’s much more difficult, physically.

This is the same with your handwriting. If I look at your handwriting, and see that it is out of balance in one place or another, that tells me that you are expending more energy in one area than you need to. You are overcompensating in another area and again, it is not an efficient use of your mental, emotional and physical energy.

You understand what not being efficient with your physical energy does – it makes you tired and eventually can lead to physical illness. Mental energy that is out of balance would be anxious thoughts that go round and round in your head. Thoughts that disturb your sleep, ruin a conversation, and make it difficult to focus on what is in front of you; Expending your mental energy inefficiently.

Emotional energy that is out of balance is feeling worried or angry or frustrated at something. It is feeling offended, embarrassed, judgmental, or hurt. Almost all of the time these feelings and other negative emotions are wasting your emotional energy and not helping you in your relationships and life goals.

Handwriting that is out of balance points to inefficient use of personal energy. This might be why you don’t have the relaxed, loving relationships you would like, or why you can’t seem to reach your desired goals no matter how much willpower you put into them. If you feel stuck or spinning your wheels or would like to know if you are using your personal energy effectively, book a handwriting assessment today.

A word picture for how the mind/brain works. In a plane the pilot is a computer autopilot program. It works so enormously efficiently that the copilot could actually be asleep most of the time and the plane would safely arrive at its destination.

This computer is programed early in the prelaunch stage with the input of other pilots and crew and from the pilot as well. Then when the plane gets underway, there isn’t much programing that goes on. Sometimes during the flight, the computer receives some updates from the pilot or crew, but mostly it proceeds according to preprograming. This autopilot would be the unconscious mind.

The pilot is the conscious mind and in the plane the pilot is very busy with lots of things around the airplane. Lots of mundane tasks and some with meaning, but the pilot is very very busy and distracted from what the autopilot is doing. Most of the time the pilot is sleeping, when not working on these other things.

Sometimes the pilot is not happy with where the plane is flying and can take over the controls, but this takes pinpoint focus and the pilot cannot be doing anything else but flying the plane, all those other distractions and busyness must be off the list. This is very very difficult. It can be done, but its difficult. It’s called mindful living.

What if the pilot really wants to change direction? It does no good to ask the autopilot, or demand or use will power and force. Its just a computer program. The pilot needs to reprogram the computer. Its simple. Just reprogram the autopilot with the pilots map, speed, altitude wishes.

A child’s subconscious mind becomes programed in infancy and childhood and then works on autopilot. The child is in a wholebrain state perfect for programing. So if the adult pilot wants to reprogram the subconscious autopilot, the wholebrain state must be used as well.

Whole brain state, relaxed state, identify what negative programing needs to be changed, use intention and the proper frequency to remove the negative emotions. Install the positive emotion with gratitude and then reinforce the reprograming in the physical body with movement.

The movement is important so the new brain pathways of the new programing will be dug in the brain and the old pathways will be erased over time from disuse.

The negative programing is identified by unwanted thoughts, behaviors, physical symptoms or feeling stuck and unhappy in life.

The programming is identified as limiting beliefs and trapped emotions using energy testing.

The whole brain relaxed state is achieved by deep breathing, prayer, meditation, contemplative movement, a nap, relaxing music, repetitive movement like knitting something similar with the hands.

There are many methods of removing the limiting beliefs. Some include using the meridian system of the body. The emotion code uses a magnet down the governing meridian. The intention is to release the trapped emotion or limiting belief. That intention is the frequency to neutralize the negative programming. The magnet helps magnify the intention.

Request the opposite and positive emotion or belief to be put into the place of the negative programming. Then this new programming into the unconscious mind needs to be reinforced in the physical body. The old behaviors will die and the new ones should be celebrated and practiced until it then also becomes unconscious and the new autopilot takes over in the new direction.

The movement could include handwriting, stretching, walking, dancing.

I’m wanting a meditation that is a mixture of the emotion code and Karol Truman’s script.
Let’s say you have a huge list of emotions that you remember about your mother. First you have to deal with yourself
Test the statements: I love myself. I trust myself. I am worthy of God’s love.
If you get a no – Use the magnet. Even tho I don’t feel that I love myself or trust myself or feel worthy, I can entertain the idea that I will soon feel that way and I deeply and completely love and accept myself anyway. 3 times. Then test again..
If not, identify the trapped emotions.

Then for the list.
Even tho I feel _____________ about my mother, I deeply and completely love and accept myself. I forgive myself for my incorrect perceptions and I now view the relationship with my mother thru God’s eyes. I release the _______________ feeling from my DNA and I now feel__________________.

Then test it to see if it worked. I’ll get back to you.